Disgusted

A few weeks ago, I weighed myself and I am so disgusted with ME!!! Uggh. I am the LARGEST that I have ever been in my ENTIRE life. My legs hurt. Ankles hurt. I'm just too upset with myself. I have gained and I have loss. I got pimples on my face (the residue of hormones gone wild) I'm not liking what I see right now...UGGGGH!!! I know I MUST lose this weight because I'm starting to feel bad physcially. I have been blessed with good health but I'm starting to see it slip away with each bite of my lovely doughnuts.

Today, I'm disgusted and feeling bad. YES, I'm wallowing in my pity.. Yeah, I know my life could be a whole lot worse well I'm sulking so sorry!!! Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. :( Also, I will blog with a little more substance.) I just want to complain tonight and I'm not the type to complain verbally to others but I must get this mess out of me so I won't stress too much.

Tomorrow, I will explain the Wonder in ~Cy~ 

I'm spent, (Wow, what a great first blog in BlogSpot...It will get better.)

~Cy~